Journal Entry: Mon Mar 23, 2015, 2:26 PM
Oftentimes, something will remind me that time waits for no one. And while that is fact, I think that, ultimately, that is the one thing that I wrestle with, while, at the same time, I don't. That, and the convergence of all the memories remembered and lives lived, and seeing behind you, around you, and far ahead of you. I see it all at once.
And there is the one part of you that looks at EVERYthing all at once and says that this life that you are currently living is only one. And that you may not remember everything in the next life that you do in this current life.
And that, eventually, we will die. And life will continue to go on.
Whether we return in the next lifetime, or return two lifetimes after...
And if we will all meet again as before in the next...
And whether it will still be on this planet. Or if it will be in space.
Who knows? Really?
It is up to you to do amazing things, to leave things behind that others will remember.
I don't like it much when my mind gets like this...
It's unnerving, and at the same time, it is remarkable.
This is also why I think some humans fear death or the thought of it. They will try anything to "live forever" or to have "youth everlasting".
I try not to think about these thoughts often. I keep myself busy. I focus on the fun and happy and positive. ^w^ Feeling down is infectious, and I'd rather others to stay happy and hope and dream.
Listening to: Loreena McKennitt - The Old Ways
Playing: Heroes Charge